as human, there are many things that u never expect to happen are happening to u. and that are happening to me now. i am a family-oriented one. i always feel that family first over all duniawi thingy. i always want to protect them especially my parents and siblings. i love my family so much and i hate it when some of them hurt or sick. although, sometimes or all the time that i look like i dont care, but i really care. and sometimes i might cry alone when i think of my family *homesick*. i just want them to be safe and always happy. i bet everyone want to protect their family. and this family thingy always make me feel 'taching2 la konon'. yup, bab family nie quite sensitive to me la. sebab i really love my family. HAHAHA. takhabis2 ulang kan. kalau part movie yang story pasal family2 nie aku cepat betul la taching. aduhai.
i hate expressing how sad i am infront of peoples, even it is my family and my friend. i hate when peoples sympathize. it just dont feel right. try to make me happy and make me feel bright instead of u trying to feel the sadness i feel and we both drown by the sadness. so please be happy for my sake. will u?
till i write again.